Butterflies arrive

After having lunch in Helsinki with some cool AIESEC friends reality starts hitting. The reality which is making me nervous. I don't know how the passport control works, do I need to pay something? I don't personally know the people who are waiting for me, I know almost no one from the whole country. I don't know any other Finnish people there, if they even exist. Yes, to be the different, kind of makes me nervous. That's something I haven't really experienced before.

While sitting in the train to the airport heart is pumping quite a lot. For a long time I haven't felt so small. But it's definetely a good feeling. And it's what I wanted from this experience. To boarden my horizon and to make my world view wider. To face something I haven't faced before.

It felt so good to just sit there and wait, not having anything to due and organize. This moment of stopping allows also time to think about the life, to find those thoughts which might have been thrown away when being busy.That's the delight and challenge of travelling: actually needing to face yourself.